Monday, February 22, 2016
11-11-15 Faith
Started my day off with God calling me to seek him. Woke up at 530am and
opened the bible not sure what I was seeking but I read proverbs 21
thru 27. Then I sat in prayer and headed out for my normal 730 am shift.
My oldest boy and I have been home last two days because he had
testicle surgery on Monday. Upon returning to work I was called to the
human resources department at 830 am. They informed me that I was no
longer a good fit for the company and terminated me on the spot. A job I
had worked at for the last 4 years. I was in complete acceptance and
stated "well, I am glad my son had his surgery Monday and not tomorrow"
and they walked me out. My first response was to lean on God and call
out to my prayer warriors. They faithfully prayed and I broke the
sorrowful news that I had just lost my $60, 000 a yr job. Ouch. As much
chaos that has been hitting me lately I felt comfort knowing God has a
purpose and a plan for me even when I cannot see it. I was just taken by
a guy who I thought I was helping the weekend previous and he stole
$600 from me. Now they mean it when they say when it rains, it pours. I
was baptized on 9/13/15 and I considered it as my public showing of my
choice to follow the Lord however only some of my old life died. I have
faith God is completing this "making of everything new". There is always
a purpose and teaching to be taught I just pray God gives me wisdom to
see his reasoning. I am supposed to sign a $800 mo lease TOMORROW but
will first seek unemployment numbers to see if I am able to survive. I
am a single mother of two and just need some refuge from this storm
Lord. I know if I come to you humbly and in humility you will and
always are a faithful God.
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