9-24-15 Peace

Well, today is actually a good day for me. I hang onto these moments as they sometimes seem far and few between.  Of course it is Thursday so I am looking forward to CR tonight :) The Lord has put peace in my soul thus far today.  I feel confident about my future and the book I will publish.  I am normally filled with fear and anxiety about the uncertainty of the future which holds me captive many days. I believe his good work will not only be noticed by me but those who live with and around me.  He is working in ways I never fathomed. Peace in my soul, can you imagine that? So much comfort in knowing I am no longer in control. I have been used to being fully in control and bogged down with the "what ifs" that 98% of the time never even happen. I worried about things so much that I wished for death.  I am grateful for another day of sobriety and most importantly, peace! Thank you Lord, I cannot explain what is happening I just know what I feel and it is absolutely amazing!