Faith Being Built

My faith in Christ is continuously being built and it is actually at an astronomical rate. July 2015 I didn't believe in ANY God. I believed in saving myself and the more I am being taught about a God I knew nothing about the easier day to day struggles are becoming. I once carried the burdens of this world upon my shoulders alone solely. What an awful life I was living. I sought means to destroy myself at any cost every moment I was awake. I just wanted the pain to stop and death was the only way I was aware could stop it. However, I know know we have a creator who only wants what is best for us in all aspects of our lives. Even in the storms there is something to be learned. I cannot believe how He is working in and through my life. I will be giving my testimony live for the first time ever at the end of March and I just pray the woman I speak to hear hope and gain inspiration to change their circumstances but I know it was God who reached down to me and saved me. Every horror that I endured in this life is going to be used to glorify him and how he has set me free. I am grateful!